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I hate how spoiled some people are. I work my freaking butt off and don't get anything, yet they can do NOTHING at all, just throw a temper tantrum and get whatever the eff they want. It's stupid. And the only thing that makes me feel better about it is that when they go out into the "real world", throwing a temper tantrum when you don't get that raise you wanted will only get you fired =]
so i got this "friend" and you can tell him anything and he will 1 up your ass without thinking. for example (and the sad thing is these are directly copied from txt messages...... its f***ing retarded)
me: dude i just got the best sex of my life
Josh: dude yeah i know what you mean, i just f***ed 2 different girls, got head from another and got a hand job from another and then fapped 4 times and then got head from another chick, its been like 3 hrs since it all started.
another example
me: uhg i just got home from a 13 hr drive im bout to go to bed
josh: dude dont be a fucking bitch, i drove 28 hrs straight only stopped 4 times for gas, i didnt even piss or get anything to eat or drink, and when i got home i went to a fucking party and partied all night, and had a threesom with these 2 smokin hot chicks.
another
me: dude i just did 2:34 seconds around mid ohio.
josh: dude i did fucking 8 seconds in the quarter mile in my girl friends celica, and you only did 13.3 i would enilate your time on that track
another
me: dude i made $174 in tips tonite!
josh: dude ur shits weak i did like 6 side jobs today and made close to a grand
as you can see (all of these snippets of covos are real) he is a 1 upper, and it is pissing me the f*** off. you can call him out on it, but he will come up with some stupid shit to one up on that too! im sick of this shit!!!!!!
well i was dating this wonderfull guy... bout wount say his name.. and i was really stating to like him like i said i love you and every thing then my best friend who is his bestfriend well was? i dnt know but i was really likein him and my bestfriend tells me that he his just using me for sex and that he is trying to make his ex-gf jelice and hope she will fight me to et him back but did not work... so i called it off then felt horable that night.. cuz i said i loved him and would not brake up with him. but its to late now.. we have been broke up for about a month now.. so i gess im over him.. ahh i feel alot better now that i said that tanks for this sight!!!(:
My boyfriend is away at college. Normally, he's a great guy, but he's driving me nuts! He would rather play video games with his friends than call me at night. I'm not clingy, but I would appreciate a phone call. How difficult is it to pick up the damn phone?! But no, I guess I'm not that important.
I called my girlfriend to check my email for me. She asked for my password, I told her it was her name. At first she was happy at how romantic I was, then she was annoyed because every time she typed it in it said "incorrect password". Turns out I've been spelling her name wrong....
Ahh h I'm so damn confused, I lost my 2 bestfriends...that is if I can call them bestfriends to begin with. I never felt they were there for me, I never felt their support while I've gone through shit just so I can be there for them. Anyway one of them got mad at me cuz i dont call as much as i used to, i dunno y i dont but it's just how it is, cuz i have a love/hate relationship with phones atm. I told her if she wants to talk to me we can meet up or something all she gotta do is let me know when and where (she didnt). Then when i called to check up on her she called me two faced for saying that I care without calling her all the time. that didnt really matter to me cuz it's her opinion right? Anyhow I apologized then gave her a choice either to try and compromise or to just forget about me and I told her to let me know what she chooses before I travel. She didnt so I figured that ment she wants nothin to do with me. At the same time i was chatting with my other bestfriend who is with me in college but ignores me and stays with other people, which wasnt enough to get me mad but apparently she didnt like the fact that i wasnt spending time with her, which I was. Anyhow I was trying to tell her something and make sure that she doesnt backstab me cuz i can't take that anymore she takes things the wrong way gets mad at me doesnt let me explain my point then starts cussin, i got mad so i didnt bother explaining myself to her and tried to act cool then she pissed me off real bad and went over the border so I called her a "F***ing Bitch" which I regret. She said she doesnt want anything to do with me then went all dramatic and was like "goodbye forever" so i replied "lol byee, have a good life". After that I travelled for a week then when I came back I got both of them a necklace with their names on it and wrote a letter where I apologized for calling one of them a f***ing bitch, then told them that the gift is a token of our 4 years (or more) of friendship.
Man it feels good letting all that crap out, yet the whole thing seems childish....
Let me start out by saying that I was blessed to have you in my life. We dated for a while, even after I shared my entire freaky cancer survivor story. Yes, I survived it - a rare form that really did a number on me. Never was I given anything close to a terminal prognosis, but it still shook me.
You didn't run away, and you were awesome, at first.
But by month 8, I let you know that I had cancer follow-up appointments coming up, and said I was a little worried, but not freaked out about. Just know, these are the very words you said: 'I can't help you,' and 'how many more of these follow-up appointments do you have?' Then, you just walked away. To answer your question about how many more...even being cured, it's for the rest of my life. It's cancer. That's just the way it is. It doesn't matter if I had it 20 or 2 years ago. How would you have reacted if it ever did come back?
Why I didn't just leave you after that, which I thought about at least a few times a week, I guess it's just never only been about me. Your lack of compassion, anger, constantly asking if I was cheating or looking for someone else...all were big red flags. You accused me of flirting, even reading too much into friendly exchanges. You even came by one night, looking for me, when I'd clearly let know I was working out, and would call when back home. When you came by, I knew something was very wrong, possibly an emergency. Then you asked if I was seeing someone else. ???
But you hated your job, had money problems, and I was afraid you were severely depressed, possibly heading in a downward spiral. You even said at one point,'I feel like I'm being pulled in ten different directions, no time for myself!'
Well, you were laid off, so that's out of the picture. Still got the condo? Probably, but how's it going? My hunch is that you're in a new 'relationship.' Sometimes you can pick up on certain networking site details without trying to. And, by the way, it was weird to be asked if you could send me a friend request, since you mentioned you weren't sure where you'd be after the lay-off, and asked for advice. I never received the request. Cool.
You're basically a good person, and wish you well. But just know the things you said to a cool guy who kicked cancer's ass...that's embarrasing!
Take care, lady.
Well i HATE valentines day not only do you see girl getting flowers and guys trying to be all nice... you see how people can truly be FAKE! This year i made a vow that i would be single for valentines day because i'm sick and tired of thinking i love someone then they run off to another girls arms... its heartbreaking and unfair! This year i received flower from anonymous and i was wondering who it was so i could tell them straight up that i don't what the flower and teenage love is all fake. On valentines day i found out it was the boy i had the biggest crush on the year before... but he decided to go for the more slutty type. so when i got a hold of him he told me he loved me and made a mistake i couldn't talk anymore of his lies so i through the flower at him and told him that i'm over him and valentines day is just a regular day for me!
Okay, so i broke up with my boyfriend of 6 months at the end of the summer. Now that we are back at school and I see him again, it's like it was before we started dating. Sometimes I feel like I like him but there is also this other guy that I kind of like. ( Both of these guys are complete losers) But neither of them really notice me anymore. Well at least I don't think they do. What do I know? And not only that but at my friends party we were swimming near the road and these guys (that i didn't know) whistled and yelled at me when I was standing out of the pool dripping wet. and another time after that a different car of guys drove by me yelling! It made me feel pretty good about myself cause usually I feel really fat. andd on top of all of my confusion about none of the guys liking me im getting piles of homework every freaking night! So i have no time to think about all of this, i get hardly any sleep at night and I keep breaking out because of all the stress im under. And one of my friends is really a bitch and wouldn't support me when i was excepted into the honor band because she wasn't! And most of my friends are all over the guys and they don't pay atttention to me. all of my teacheers love me but wat does beign a nerd help when you're secretly miserable?
so i am in 7th grade and this guy asked me out on facebook. i had just got over a break up so i said id go out with him.that was my first mistake. well after 2 weeks of not talking to him at all i decided to break up with him. he started to send me messages calling me a whore and wanting me to have sex with him and do blow jobs with him. it kinda scared me ... a lot . needless to say i told him to go to hell. right now i am still dealing with his messages he keeps sending me... but maby it will all be over soon.