Seriously, she HAS to do this? GAHHH
WARNING: EXTREEEEMELY LONG - as you can see
Ok, well the SIMPLE version of this is: My "best friend" copies me and I never get the things I want&people who don't even want those things get them for the sake of having stuff. GAH!! But it's a lot more complicated than that "/
Ok so I'm gonna start off with the not getting what I want thing - So there's this girl, Lauren, in my class and she's like FILTHY rich. She gets EVERYTHING, concert tickets to bands she doesn't even like (exactly, that's what I meant by things I want that other people get), clothes she never wears, shoes that she'll never be able to walk in, makeup she just throws away, EVERYTHING!! It's really unfair but it's not like her parents just get her stuff, ohhhh no, she ASKS for it than throws it away like it's crap, she ASKED for Tokio Hotel concert tickets (they're my 2nd favorite band <3) she HATES them, she just wanted yet another reason to bring my mood down. She rubbed those tickets in my face, the concert's over in Paris, I'm not allowed to go without my parents - I'm 13 ffs!! She's 12 so I really just don't get how her parents could be so irresponsible to let a 12 year old go to France on her own. Euch. I love that band so much, how comes I can never get backstage passes or even concert tickets? :'[
And the friend who copies me thing - So there's this other girl, Rianne, and we're really close and stuff but she's really kinda annoying, I didn't get chips with her so she stopped talking to me, she wasn't invited to someone elses party, so she stopped talking to me, everything I like, she suddenly likes. Again with the Tokio Hotel thing, she'd never even HEARD of those AH-MAY-ZINGG sex gods before I mentioned them and she goes "OH MY GOSH I LOVE THEM!!" so I get happy coz at least SOMEONE else in my school likes them so I ask her what her favorite song is by them and she's like "oh....I like all of them" people only do that when they don't actually KNOW, and she's a crappy liar so it's obvious, she's trying to impress me coz she's having trouble making friends, she can see I'm getting closer to a girl called Darshy, and I'm hanging out even MORE with my best friend Tara, and Rahma (who is her best friend) and I have a few secrets, it's just coz she's so annoying!! She acts like she knows everything we know just coz she doesn't wanna be left out. I feel sorry for her but it's really bugging me and I don't know how to tell her that it's ok if she doesn't know something that I like, and that I wont judge her, but I'm scared, coz she's actually such a nice person, but she gets upset&jealous really easily "/