Sad And F***ing Pissed

So Last Semester I Was Failing Like 2 of my classes so my parents said if i pass i could get a Chinese water dragon(its a lizard) So when i finally got it i got a sick one and it died after a week which really broke my heart.So then THE NEXT F***ING DAY i found out that this girl who broke up with me 2 years ago but i still f***ing love her is going out with this kid who i hate.So i am wicked pissed off and sad.