I hate how i am.

Have you ever loved someone so much that you would give anything to be with them forever? i feel like that now about the most beautiful girl ive ever been with. I am a generally messy person so i wanted to change myself for her. I bought her a beautiful ring about 6 months ago for her birthday. she still wears it every day <3 she gave me one for our anniversary and a week later i lost it... I FRIGGING LOST THE ONLY THING THAT HAS EVER HAD TRUE FRIGGIN SENTIMENTAL VALUE TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SEARCHED EVERYWHERE ASKED EVERYONE! guess what i narrowed it down to? a golf course. A FRICKING GOLF COURSE!!!!!

If only i wasn't so terribly messy... so unorganised.... i'd still have that ring....