Been a while

Since I've ranted about something. Nothing new really, sep I broke up with my bf and now I have a new bf (This all happening a month after me breaking up with my bf) I went out with him for 7 months and it was pointless.Even the bf I have right now is pointless. I think nothing really last forever, not even marriage.Like do people really stay together these days? Sometimes it feels like all the happiness you can get is in your imagination. Sometimes it seems like fairy tales and movies are the only ones who really show you that love can be forever, and even then, it's just fake. I want to believe that not everything I do is pointless but of course there will always be a "lie" in "believe".